More feelings...

Okay, I've reread this conversation now, and I'm starting to get a tad hot under the collar. I need babying because I want to vent about a bad day? What the shit is that?!? I complain about my job all the time? How many posts here are me complaining about macgregors? I know there's a few, but even if every one was about it, I don't post all that often! (With the execption of the past few days.) I mean, I could be wrong, but I really feel like she was trying to push this back on me! Make me the bad guy because its unreasonable for me to expect her to listen to my problems. That infuriates me, because yes, I get tired of listening to the same problem day in and day out for a prolonged period of time. But I only saw her 2-3 times a week. And, as I told her, I've only been really having trouble there for the past three weeks. So even if I complained every time I saw her, at best it would've been, like 7 times. But I didn't complain every time, and- you know what? This is going nowhere. My rants aren't helping. I am not wrong for wanting to vent after a stressful day, and I made the effort to try to save the relationship. I tried to admit some responsibility, but I feel like she's pushing it all on me, and that's not gonna fly 'cause I'm not entirely sure that I am at fault.

(Oh, two notes: 1) in between the time I posted the first text conversation (the actual fight) and the time I posted the second (the discussion of the actual fight/ the second fight), I did text an apology for my outburst and profess that it wasn't right for me to burden her with my problems. I tried to take responsibility and push past this, but apparently that wasn't enough. 2) My "hurt and upset" opening comment on the most recent dialogue was hours before her response. I didn't text her initially while I was with friends and then blow her off when she replied. 3) (I know I said 'two;' it's my blog, so fuck you.) 3) how can "don't bother" mean "I didn't want to interrupt your time with your friends" when it was a response to a text I had sent that said I wasn't going to interrupt my time with my friends but that I would talk to her later? Talk about trying to back-pedal! I don't even understand how that could've been the result of a misunderstanding. Let's try placing what she claims she meant into the conversation instead of "don't bother."

Me: We'll talk later. I'm with friends right now.
Her: Don't interrupt your time with your friends.

Does that seem redundant to anyone else? Okay, seriously, I'm done. I'm going to go to sleep now, and put this aaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll behind me. Good night.